Medusa poem written by Angel Reigns

A past me I remind myself not to be. A story of love and hate I don't want to see. I got her tatted on me. When you love so much but you hurt so much. Bitterness turns you to an evil that you can't ever imagine being. When your visual changes its not good seeing. A deep rooted unmovable rock. A wound, harder than stone. So much tension !!! love can't break it. Consumed with hate, it hurts you more, the tears they fall the eyes are sore. Blindfold me and hug me. Help me love me. I buried The pain so deep within I don't know the origin.  Written by me 

Letter from my Enemies written by Angel Reigns

Last night I had a dream it was all too real  

The angel said listen this is the deal 

I will take you to see something but you must promise me 

That you must forgive and let go of the pain inflicted in thee

It was used to bring you to who you will be

However the great enemy wants to destroy and use it against thee

Silently I agree and I'm taken to a different house 

I hear a familiar voice at a distant arguing with his spouse 

I honestly cant believe what I see

But I looked over my enemies shoulder as he wrote a letter to me 

"Seems to me like in the end it was all stupid 

So angry over things so little if they were gone we like it was all so stupid 

We could of spent years creating art instead I let myself get stupid 

 I became big headed and I thought it would hurt now it just seems stupid ........ Right

Like damn I ain't get a chance to tell her the impact she did on my life 

How she stepped up and inspired and to the industry became thee trophy wife 

She prolly doesn't know we began this cuz her

She wasn't the first but the link, the example we needed, the starter 

......right 

Being thirsty all we did was fxck up the money 

when she shot all we did was turn her ideas into money 

Now years later We see that we sacrificed the art for money 

And it no longer stands for what it used to and me I'm just a dummy 

.......right

Now We stuck in this hole and look they came up from me 

But that's what happens when you work with your enemies 

I didn't know that she didn't have a home 

Damn she spent all those hours just to give her daughter a home

..........right

And damn she genuinely asked for us to help her

it was her creative and she was the inspirer but we charged her 

And not nothing reasonable but Something crazy cuz we could 

We rose up and left her, she just became the little engine that could 

  ..... 

She fought her way through and didn't ask for a thing 

We even told our friends not to shoot with her 

Somehow she always found more than meets the eye 

Building the foundation for photographers left and right. 

.......

Run Away with me written by Angel Reigns

This is the real deal ..Where the Hate is real 🗽 a place where you can't just be made out of Stainless steel.. Cold is the only thing felt, you must wear a seatbelt before you ask for help. Where they forget what you've done, grab a gun shoot for fun .. then later wonder why you tryna move on ... I'm here tryna build an Empire but I base it on energy, why do I feel like your my enemy? The hate is so real I feel it when you text me .. When I walk through your doors I could feel it when your friends look at me. The energy is so different I remember when u used to fxck with me. I could feel it I just know it MY gut tells me "Runaway with me". 

Wonderland written by Angel Reigns

 Don't get lost like Alice in wonderland 

Wake up, don't dream to much or it will be reality 

Remember yourself, remember where you started remember why you did it 

Don't fall for the bullshit don't become counterfeit

Soon they'll remake bills and take out what's unfit 

So fuck it be a Misfits, don't adjust and be like the white chicks 

Remember your acting and you've entered wonderland 

Everything is fake, the cupcakes ain't baked 

The snowflakes are plastic and the steak is elastic.

No body cares, your story aint scholastics

Don't get confused or stuck in the matrix 

Take the red pill and see how deep the rabbit hole gets. 

Maleficent written by Angel Reigns

The idea of planes takes me away, 

I can be in New York today or San Francisco Bay. I can jump, do cart wheels or run away. It's like if I'm carrying a thousand pounds but I can't feel the weight. Sometimes I awake Maleficent, Forget listening, I can't hear anything. I have nightmares of my cut wings and just wanna destroy everything.  I wanted them to feel the agony, the torture, my pain. The irritation, burning sensation that drove me insane. No body would understand the hate in my veins. I was tainted black I was stained my thoughts in my Brain weren't the same. When I tried to create ...all these things kept me strained. It's a feeling I can't explain. I'm no longer broken and my wings are free. My welts are still healing and the pain no longer exist. I dismissed my blacklist but I'm still pissed. I forgave but it's hard to forget. it's harder to trust and everything feels like a threat. So I model in the dark of my silhouette. My pictures are beautiful but have a slight vignette. I know with time it will go away and although I'm carrying a thousand pounds I won't feel the weight.

Inhumane written by Angel Reigns

  At times I can't find comfort in the things of the world ...I feel compressed.  I have to step outside the element of destruction and use art to put my soul at ease,  at rest. In a world where reality is false, I've become delirious. In the state of hardship I can't focus. A lot of repressed feelings of anger and doubt . It's hard to maintain a smile. Why so serious? I'm strange, I could never fit in. however my purpose is to bring change in a world so inhumane. Are you not entertained? Is this not why you are here ? 

Gold medal

 Americas favorite angel is one who confuses, your favorite muse cruises through the beatings and the bruises, she refuses to be the one who looses. She's danced with the devil but now she wrestles. She says "Show no remorse, I've #smiled through much worse,😜 even when I'm feeling like I'm cursed like a remarried widow going through a divorce, my boats afloat and tackled the fastest winds and hardest currents. It's perseverance never my appearance that got me passed this level, but Thanks for letting me know I'm special, it's always been mental and I'll never settle". She's quite exquisite, With a New York State a mind she's won the medal, the last authentic 1912 Gold medal, not the one made of metal. 

New Poem off my new book Rebirth

"Never cry  about what you dont have because there are others less fortunate. If you have your life, your intelligence and your health, dont you have more than them? Why live life unhappy  trying to please them. They close their eyes when they see a ditch in your path. They will plot 'The Hit'. When they want your success that bad. They so dirty and they function like dishwashers, they rarely clean dishes right. Just stand back and analyze, all they ever did was sat back and criticise."

-Madelyn aka Angel Reigns

No regrets written by Angel Reigns

Don't like your life ? 

Imagine waking up where u wanna be 

South Florida on South Beach 

About to get tatted as the sun comes up 

But when you pull your sleeve up 

It's empty, no tattoos 

first thoughts oh I have space

But then when you explain

I had a book and I tatted the cover 

It was nude it was dope and people called me narcissistic 

The artist says "I've known you for 10 year and you never had a sleeve"

Yeah he was crazy so I brushed the comment off 

I pulled up my other sleeve and wtf I had stupid tattoos and names crossed out .. 

When I read the names I had visions 

Of a horrible lifestyle; dark and filled with abuse, arguments, hate and confrontation 

Slamming doors and tears 

The vision is playing like a movie and all I'm doing is looking for something

I'm searching for something but I can't find it 

But what am I looking for ? 

No one but my 7 year old daughter 

And she didn't exist 

Because if I would of gave her up 

Because if I would of regretted her dad

My life now would never exist ..Let me interpret that you wouldn't be reading this because my life in New York would never exist. And as much as my mom dislikes my altered ego Angel Reigns If she never existed who knows just how gullible and ignorant I would be. I thank the lord for this dream

Because This was a real dream and I'll never regret my mistakes because I seen just how bad my life was without them. So when you hear me say NOOOOO don't say that trust me it's meant to be .. You know why

 written by Angel Reigns

Save you written by Angel Reigns

Soak in the #pain, feel it, embrace it, use as motivation when you forget the pain. Do everything in your power to not feel it again. Overcome it and protect you so when it comes close you know how to save you.

-Madelyn Rivera aka Angel Reigns 

Photo of Plus size Model Joenia photography by Visuales de VeraSor 

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Think about it written by Angel Reigns

I know I love him .... I don't gotta think about it ... I've always love him since 2006... He went to college in Indiana with a scholarship to play football, I had a child lived in NYC and wrote him letters... I know I love him... Because that's the only number I know by heart.. The one I call when things got rough.. A true friend one who knows all my secrets was Never judge mental.. He told me he loved me from the start .. Can I cry cuz it feels so good to be loved..it's a shame I wasted energy with others but the distance was a bother. We still pick up where we left off, I don't gotta think about it I've always loved him 

Written by Angel Reigns | Madelyn Rivera 

Lost world written by Angel Reigns

I'm trying to find myself in This lost world. Seems like everyone has figured it out. I'm still over here like what is it that you want me to do God ? Lol You gave me the desire to learn what I have learned for what reason I don't know. I do know that I'm happy to have the knowledge and seems like everything I've learned pertains to what I'm doing now, it all seems to connect but how to make it connect for this lost world is the question.

Written by "Angel Reigns" Madelyn Rivera 

Equal written by Angel Reigns

Im  not the best and won’t ever be.
I’m equal to you, to everyone, I’m no different, we are all one.
The sky the sun I and the camera #angelreigns angel reigns X WWW.angelreigns.com

Photography by 5elementphotos.com 

Rain written by Angel Reigns

God promised humankind he would never destroy the world with a flood. It will rain but then it stops. The pain will end, the problems get solved, the obstacle becomes triumph. If it weren't for rain trees would never grow, we would never learn, we would never see the fruits of our labor. Sometimes our grandchildren enjoy the seeds we plant and water. So never for one moment give up. Everything is everything.- Madelyn Rivera 

I Am

 I thank God that I'm independent and self motivated.

That I only need someone to compliment me, never to take care of me . At any given moment I have the power to let go of any situation I don't want to be in. That I'm not a leech but i work hard for my own and unless I want to step off you can't take me off my thrown. I learn from mistakes and always elevate.    I am Angel Reigns and I will never change

Joker in the city

#NewYorkCity raised me 🌃 can't no body faze me!

 hurricanes, tornadoes, tsunamis & droughts they won't stop me

I'm Built to withhold, built to last.

we stood up together, we raised together and stayed firm together. So strong like bricks you cant knock us down. words might bomb us but we stand up, we rise up and we Stay up. Ruthless and real, the world can't stand us. Cold with no fear, Sunshine can't warm us. Filled with bright lights but still a Gotham city. Im batman, I dont let jokers shape our city. 

Sex

Imagine a relationship based on sex 

I had one 

It almost felt as if I was a sex slave 

Although the common world believes sex is the most important thing 

Because of my experience I think otherwise.

Imagine a guy who isn't interested in having sex but truly into you 

Most women would say am I not good enough? are you cheating ? 

Just because he'd rather cuddle, kick back and watch a movie then have sexual intercourse  

drawing him into sexual force 

Would You wanna please him 

only because he thinks your cheaTiNG? 

Don't make your friends your security 

Work on your insecurities!

Let us be women! Value yourself again 

And since you believe your men lets Try to keep it in your pants 

A Man written by Angel Reigns

I don't need but want a man not a boy who understands me my ways and my thoughts. Accepts me cuz no amount of money not a person or thing could change me .I could alter bad habits and possibly change for a few things but I always get back to me. i could loose the time but never the real me. 

Perfect poem written by Angel Reigns

 when  No one was made to be perfect We live in a world where everyone tries to be . With no flaws  no mistake. Not yourself something fake .  Even i and all the ones I  look up to  . Yet i still accept me  for me and would never alter myself  . You think you getting surgery gon Keep you from you. No matter how much they tell you your beautiful you still find wrong when you stare at yourself. Imagine a world where everyone's perfect where everyone gets surgery and start looking the same cuz we live in it. 

There would be nothing unique in you. When you marry he won't find the special in you.  And if theres no special theres no reason in staying with you. There has to be ugly to know whats beautiful. n just cuz you find yourself ugly dont mean the one for you wont see the beauty in you. 

beauty is a gift and a curse and ive always said that. its hard to determine who desires you for you and those who Just want you for your looks. 

Pictures written by Angel Reigns

Modeling is more than just a picture . I cry I laugh I show emotions through my pictures . I mourn but also show excitement in my pictures . I tell a story if you look deep in the art of my pictures .   Far from perfect but smile at my pretty pictures .  Low self esteem my Confidence came from my pictures . I take negative energy and release it through a picture. tribulations i pass it through a snap of a picture

Written by Madelyn Rivera aka Angel Reigns