Don't like your life ?
Imagine waking up where u wanna be
South Florida on South Beach
About to get tatted as the sun comes up
But when you pull your sleeve up
It's empty, no tattoos
first thoughts oh I have space
But then when you explain
I had a book and I tatted the cover
It was nude it was dope and people called me narcissistic
The artist says "I've known you for 10 year and you never had a sleeve"
Yeah he was crazy so I brushed the comment off
I pulled up my other sleeve and wtf I had stupid tattoos and names crossed out ..
When I read the names I had visions
Of a horrible lifestyle; dark and filled with abuse, arguments, hate and confrontation
Slamming doors and tears
The vision is playing like a movie and all I'm doing is looking for something
I'm searching for something but I can't find it
But what am I looking for ?
No one but my 7 year old daughter
And she didn't exist
Because if I would of gave her up
Because if I would of regretted her dad
My life now would never exist ..Let me interpret that you wouldn't be reading this because my life in New York would never exist. And as much as my mom dislikes my altered ego Angel Reigns If she never existed who knows just how gullible and ignorant I would be. I thank the lord for this dream
Because This was a real dream and I'll never regret my mistakes because I seen just how bad my life was without them. So when you hear me say NOOOOO don't say that trust me it's meant to be .. You know why
written by Angel Reigns
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