Im Tired

Am I ugy, am I a bitch
Do I deserve to be treated like this
I just want love
and to feel those bugs
For someone to kiss me
 Nd call me  baby
Im tired of crying and all of this stress
Im tired of fighting and all these chicks
Im tired of these dudes that wanna give me the world
Buy diamond rings and dress me in pearls
But I know its bs
cuz all ya do is bring stress

Im tired of these friends
 Who say  they there till the end
Im tired of this baby momz
that's jealous cuz im number 1
Im tired of this job
So im stress and I sob
I just wanna be trully happy
But Instead I feel trully crappy

I feel like a nobody, Im not gonna lie
So I sit down and think and ask myself why?
Ma self esteem was once high
But love has cut ma wings off
I can no longer fly
Cuz I keep thinkin bout
Ma feelings inside
This aint what I want
No where close to what I desire
But I gotta stay strong nd cut off those liars